I Love All Things Eric Northman/ Alexander Skarsgard

Life As It Could Be

Summary: Submission for Seph’s writing Challenge. Sookie sits in front of grans grave pondering what she should do about the situation with Eric being forced to go to Oklahoma. This is right after Eric was forced to tell Sookie about the contract with Oklahoma.
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine they belong to Charlaine Harris and HBO.

I was to over whelmed I needed to stop and think about what he just told me before I did something stupid, I just needed to clear my head and the best place that I could think to do that was with gran. I ran out my front door and into the cemetery and didn’t stop until I was in front of grans grave, she always knew what to do and how to make everything better for me. I dropped to my knees and stared blankly at the headstone for a while, finally I snapped out of it and read what was written on the stone Loving Wife, Mother, Grandmother and friend. She was all of those things and to me she was a mother, grandmother and a friend at the same time she was everything to me but now she was gone because a small minded asshole didn’t like who I was socializing with as if it was any of his business. He took her away from me because of a vampire who was sent on an assignment to procure me so she died for nothing. My first love really was fake so why do I always stick up for him why do I allow everyone to treat me horribly but the one person who has always been there for me I constantly push away, why does he have to be held to a higher standard than everyone else, I know he loves me why can that not be enough for me why do I always run from? him these questions flash through my mind so quick I can barely keep up but I need to stop putting this off until tomorrow because I am about to lose the best thing that has ever happened to me and I will not be able to live with myself so what can I do? That’s what I need to figure out if there is something that can be done to stop this madness.
I know he is hurting since I broke the blood bond and he doesn’t really understand why I did it but really it was because I just did not understand it and wanted to make sure what I felt was real because for the first time I was truly happy and it scared me, how pathetic is it that I can go toe to toe with a one thousand year old vampire without flinching but the idea of being happy sends me running for the hills. That’s when I realized right then that I had to make changes I had to show him that no matter what I would do anything to help him get out of this contract no matter what it takes I was done running I was done hiding from him he needed to understand that I truly loved him and wanted only him it was time for me to truly yield to him like he has already done to me. We have had our issues and we will work them out but we cannot do that unless we start being honest with each other and I will need to start.
I say goodnight to gran as I stand from her grave and start walking back to the house I know he followed me out here to watch over me but has kept his distance giving me privacy to come to terms with what I have learned so I whisper his name and instantly he is beside me looking down at me with a worried frown on his beautiful face, I look up at him and give him a small smile and grab his hand leading him to gran’s house I know what I need to do and it is time that I step up and be the person my grandmother raised. As we reach the porch I look at the house that I grew up in and know that it is time to say goodbye to it, maybe not forever but for a while I know Eric will take care of it so it doesn’t fall apart maybe I will rent it out Tara could probably use the space with the twins I will call her tomorrow after I speak with Eric about it.
We continue walking into the house I stop just inside and ask Eric to help me pack my suitcase so we could go home, he is staring down at me like he isn’t sure if what I said was real or not so I nod my head and start walking upstairs I know we need to talk but I don’t want to do it here I would rather be somewhere safer and his bed is the safest place I can think of. Once I am packed we take my stuff to his car and leave I don’t look back as he grabs my hand and rest them on the gear stick so he can change gears as needed without letting me go. I must have fallen asleep because when I open my eyes we are pulling into his garage and the door is closing behind us, I get out and we go into the house and I walk right to the door leading to his room and he follows behind me.
When we get down there I sit on the bed and pat the spot next to me for him to sit and when he does I tell him everything that went through my mind sitting in that cemetery and all the things I learned about myself tonight and how no matter what I Loved him and wanted to be with him and that we would figure out a way then I went to my get my purse and pulled out two crumpled napkins and gave the first one to him when he opened it he had a confused look on his face but waited for me to explain what he was looking at and even though I was nervous I told him “this is a ring I had made out of two metals the first being the bullet I sucked from your chest in Texas and the other it a white gold because there was not enough metal from the bullet to make it your size I want you to wear it to show everyone that you are my husband and even though vampires don’t exchange rings it is important to me that he wears that ring” he immediately puts the ring on his left ring finger and stares down at it for a minute before looking at the other napkin in my hand.
As I rub the thing inside it with my thumb I realize how nervous I am to show him this item because it feels so much like grans love I don’t want to lose it but it could be our only hope for us to stay together and if it is I want him to have it so I hand it to him and watch as he opens it and goes completely still beside me just staring at it. Quietly I ask him if he knows what it is and he nods his head that he does and then closes the napkin and puts it back in my hand. Tears start sliding down my face he doesn’t want it he doesn’t want to find a way out of this he is going to leave me I am to late all of these thoughts go through my head so fast and then he is lifting my face up to look at him and he speaks softly telling me that he is grateful for the gift but will only use it if it is a last resort that that was given to me and it should be my wish that it is used for not to keep him out of his contract but I cover his lips with mine before he can finish because he has made me so happy.
This is true love and I know that we will find a way to get him out of it but right now I need to show my husband that I love him so I stand up and step in between his legs and start unbuttoning his shirt kissing his chin and neck and then follow down his chest with every button I get open until there are no buttons left then u reach up and pull it over his shoulders and down his arm slowly before throwing it behind me then I kneel in front of him and start unbuckling his belt and jeans before pulling them down his thighs and off his feet to land with his shirt. I look at his throbbing cock and lick my lips before looking up to see Eric looking down at me will black eyes filled with lust, slowly I lean forward and take him into my mouth and before letting go and licking the bottom from bottom to tip then pop him back into my mouth and use both my hand and mouth to make him grunt and groan until he is shooting his cum into my mouth. Before I can stand up I find myself on my back with a giant Vikings head between my legs and all I can do is scream out my release as I come so hard for him and then he is inside me and moving slow but hard and it feels so good hitting my g spot on every stroke and I feel like I am going to lose control again and then he bites me, my toes curl my back arches and a load moan escapes my lips until his meet mine and he swallows my screams of pleasure as he releases not soon after.
As we lay in bed afterwards basking in the pleasure of our release I whisper so he can hear me this is Life as it Could Be.

THE END.